Ok. So, lately I have been getting yelled at for not personally telling everyone what's been happening in my life. I thought I would remind the people I care about what a blog is for.
My blog, anyway.
I only blog here when there is something important I want you to read. (Have you noticed?) I blog here so that I *don't* have to call each and every person I care about and tell them the same story over and over again. I also blog so I don't have tp rehash these stories and get emotional. If you are late in reading my blogs, it is your fault for not paying closer attention, not mine. I post almost immediately after the fact, or as soon after the fact as I can. It is possible, if you don't check myspace/livjournal daily, to receive an email saying such-and-such posted a new blog. Learn it. Stop bitching at me. And all of you have my phone number too, if you don't, ask for it. Please stop expecting me to be more than me. You all claim to love me for who I am, please start accepting me for that same person.

In other news, I *have* been trying to get my act together, in other ways. Not changing who I am, but becoming more responsible. I have a job, even if I only started it a yesterday, and I have been temping for a week and a half now. I started working as soon as possible, when I got here to Cali. I get up, every Mon-Fri, early in the morning, which is *completely* out of whack for me, to go to work and stay there all day. *PLEASE* lay off. I *will* get this straight as soon as I am able. I *did* just start walking a couple months ago (as you may have noticed from my blog, with good reason) and still have a great deal of pain that I get through day to day. Things are looking positive, but if I get hounded too much, I will hide in my shell and might not make it out of it to keep this up.

Thanks and have a great day.

Love, Me

http://www.truthaboutdeception.com/rebuilding_trust/public/rebuilding_trust.html

A lot of people are going through rebuilding trust in certain areas of their lives. It may not be with a romantic partner, or it is but not a husband/wife...or is. This is an article I found very helpful, in all aspects of rebuilding trust between people. Thought I would share it...It has about 8 pages :D

So, I was in a horrible car accident on Saturday. I rolled my car 3 times on the freeway trying to avoid another car, who was driving very poorly. It's very frightening to be in a rolling car. I sprained my left shoulder and my whole body hurts, but that and a few scrapes and bruises is all that's wrong with me. My car is TOTALLED. No insurance, couldn't afford it :(

My seat belt saved my life.

I'm done with this almost dying thing, it was old in August, it's even older now. Done yet please?

WTF is up with STUPID FUCKING movies full of STUPID FUCKING people lately????!!!!!

30 Days of Night is an insult to Alaska.

So...I start my job on Monday. I'm excited and nervous. Aero Tech Engineering, as an admin assist/receptionist. Good moneys. 9am-5pm. Yay!

1. What part of Alaska are you from?
Spankorage - <3 that nickname, Lane :D

3. What is your favorite city/town in Alaska?
Anchorage or Seward

4. If you went to High School in Alaska, where?
EAST!!!!

5. Best thing about living in Alaska?
Everything...AK is the Alpha-Male of all states. - agreed.

6. Favorite Alaskan Sport?
The Great Tourist Hunt - had to leave it, its awesome...BUT *my* answer is does 4-byin' count? :D

7. Favorite Alaskan Sport team?
Aces

8. Favorite Alaskan Past time?
Partyin till all hours, hot tubbin, and goin to Gwennies in the mornin...or campin, fishin, and 4-wheelin...

9. Favorite Alaskan Animal?
Beluga

10. Favorite Season?
Summer

12. How do you spend your PFD?
Catch up on bills then shopping! :D

13. Who clears your driveway?
I do

14. How cold is "too cold"?
When it hurts to breath outside...-10ish sounds about right - agreed.

15. How do you dress for the cold?
a hoodie or my coat and gloves

16. How close have you been to a moose?
close enough to pet...if I was stupid

17. What is the coldest temperature you've experienced?
-50ish in Fairbanks not including windchill

18. What is your favorite out of state vacation spot?
Colorado

19. How do you feel about the Lower 48?
Um...the ability to drive anywhere is about all it's got goin for it...

20. How do you feel about tourists?
Yes its a moose, no you don't have to stop in the middle of the Goddamn Road to TAKE ITS GODDAMN PICTURE! GET THE F*CK OUTTA THE ROAD
*and*
thanks for spending your money and leaving! :D

21. Favorite tourist trap?
Portage Glacier

22. Do you hunt/fish?
Fish

23. Do you go camping?
used to, God I miss it

24. Do you snowboard/ski?
I sled...

25. Do you support Alaskan Made products?
Absolutely

26. Favorite thing to do in the snow growing up?
Run around the neighborhood nekkid and jump in the snow, then run in to a hot shower inside :D Also, hiking in the snow with my bro and sis looking for good places to sled

27. Best indoor past time?
Gaming, Drinking

28. How fast do you drive on the highway?
Summer: 60-70
Winter: 50-60

30. Have you traveled by train anywhere?
Seward HWY junction to Whittier

31. Do you know any of your neighbors?
yes

32. What temperature is bathing suit weather?
50's for a swimmin pool, nothin lower than 0 for the hot tub :D

33. How long does it take for your car to warm up?
10-ish mins.

34. Have you been dog mushing?
Yes

35. Have you ever roughed it out in a real cabin?
a cabin ain't roughing it...a snow-cave is roughing it - yup

36. At what temperature do you plug in your car in?
When i have a plug available DUH at 20

-This or That-

Carhartt or Columbia:
Columbia but Carhartt is sexy

Snow Machining or Snow Mobiling
Machining

Summer or Winter
Summer

Spring or Fall
Fall

24 Hour daylight or night:
24 hour night

Wind or slush
Wind

Halibut or Salmon:
Halibut

Fred Meyer or Safeway:
Fred Meyer...enjoy it while you can, there ain't none down here

Moose meat or Caribou?
Moose

Bonfire or Fireplace:
Bonfire

Cheechako or Sourdough:
Sourdough

Mosquitos or summer smoke?
Summer Smoke

Yep. I will start working very very soon!!! I'm EXCITED!!!

I are happy.

Hurry up and move here now, Sara!!! :D

I am looking for a female in or around Dayton, Ohio who is a gamer and can stand a WOW male who has a career (OMG!) as an RN (Scrubs? hot!) Poor guy is a closeted gamer/geek and needs someone to understand his secret love of RP. ;D

Please contact me if you can hook me up and we can see about making magic happen :D

Also, if there is a Dayton, Ohio cammie we know *in general* who can bring him into the cam, I'm sure he can find one of us wonderful gamer women all on his own :D

Thanks!!

*uses contacts/allies 5 on her char sheet*

<3

I can only think of one other person who could possibly understand this, but I am soooo tired of living only through medication. I hate that if I miss a pill one day I feel miserable a few hours later...and for another day until the meds re-enter my system. It's incredibly frustrating and kind of depressing.

Hmph.

I hope everyone is doing well...and in case I forget, Happy Birthday to Curuad, Melindrha, and TallPaleAndMoody...on the first... :D

Be Safe and Remember what we are celebrating...Enjoy your time with your family and friends...and Happy New Year, its a fresh new start :)
Love you all...
Be good *or* Be good at it :D

~B

First let me say that I’m a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you’re even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we’re stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings).

However, lately I’ve been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:

Phone calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex’s? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night.
Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down with wine & topped off with a Kit Kat AFTER a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I’m an eclectic eater, but I think you went too far this time.
Clumsiness: Unless you’re subtly trying to tell me that I need to do more yoga to improve my balance, I see NO need to hammer this issue home by causing me to fall down. It’s completely unnecessary, and the black & blue marks that appear on my body mysteriously the next day are beyond me. Similarly, it should never take me more than 45 seconds to get the front door key into the lock.
Furthermore: The hangovers have GOT to stop! This is getting ridiculous. I know a little penance for our previous evening’s debauchery may be in order. But, the 3 p.m. hangover immobility is completely unacceptable. My entire day is shot. I ask that if the proper precautions are taken (water, vitamin B, bread products, aspirin) prior to going to sleep/passing out (face down on the kitchen floor with a bag of popcorn or wherever), the hangover should be minimal and in no way interfere with my daily activities.
Alcohol, I have enjoyed our friendship for some years now and would like to ensure that we remain on good terms. You’ve been the invoker of great stories, the provocation for much laughter and the needed companion when I just don’t know what to do with the extra money in my pockets.

In order to continue this friendship, I ask that you carefully review my grievances above and address them immediately. I will look for an answer no later than Friday 3 p.m. (pre happy hour) on your possible solutions. And hopefully we can continue this fruitful partnership.

Thank you,

Your Biggest Fan

CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED

* 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear?

* 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are

* 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas

* 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me

* 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets
and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees
and.....

* 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me

* 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire

* 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm
Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why

* 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at
the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away?

* 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle,Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells

I am packing my car now. I'm scared. But doing it. My comp will now be going into it, so I have to unplug it, much to my dismay. I guess thats the final thing. It hurts and its scary. I love. That is all. Please resume your normal activities.

On the first day, God created the dog and said:

'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks
past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'

The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and
I'll give you back the other ten?'

So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey and said:

'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a
twenty-year life span.'

The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to
perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'

And God agreed.

On the third day, God created the cow and said:

'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the
sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will
give you a life span of sixty years.'

The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.
How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?'

And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created man and said:

'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty
years.'

But man said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the
forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten
the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?'

'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.'

So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy
ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family.
For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the
grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at
everyone.

Life has now been explained to you.

1. Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
2. Click random article again; that is your album name.
3. Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

Band Name: Nikki Blonsky
Album Name: Ladenbergia pavonii

1. Castlegar Rebels
2. Lipoxygenase
3. National Liberation Front of Tripura
4. Enga Mioks
5. Henrik Mkhitaryan
6. Helen Silvermaster
7. Emilie Nussear
8. Otto Bollinger
9. WML
10. Ampleforth
11. Pal Chourai
12. Polish Australian
13. Shelt
14. Stackridge
15. Canton of Belley


AND to spice things up a bit...
1. Go to the WikiAfterDark home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
2. Click random article again; that is your album name.
3. Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

Band Name: Black Cherry
Album Name: The Beaz

1. Use a Vibrator
2. Slut
3. Fist a Girl
4. Stop the harassment of Gianni
5. Learn a Sex Vocabulary
6. Jack Rabbit Sex
7. Learn Sexual Acronyms
8. Crunter
9. Get a blowjob
10. The Sphinx
11. Do 69
12. Rainbow kiss
13. Have Sex in the Butterfly Position
14. Ding Dong Bite
15. Early climax

Would have been better if teenagers would stay off the site... ;)

This is an informative post for anyone who is curious:)
The information below was borrowed from the fabulous Ducky Doolittle, from her book "Sex with the Lights On"...a good read, I suggest to anyone:)Please keep her in your thoughts, as she is going through a tough time right now with her health...

And now:
Ammonia
Ascorbic Acid
Ash
Calcium
Carbon Dioxide
Chloride
Cholesterol
Citric Acid
Copper
Creatine
Ergothionine
Fructose
Glutathione
Glycerylphosphoryl-choline
Inositol
Lactic Acid
Lipid
Magnesium
Nitrogen, nonprotean
Phosphorus (acid soluble)
Phosphorylcholine
Potassium
Pyruvic Acid
Sodium
Sorbitol
Vitamin B12
Sulfur
Uric Acid
Zinc